Indelibly marked, it’s STAMPED into the heart.
Cycles of fear. Willingness to please you, ‘dear’.
Tortuous moments of ‘Will it be alright?’,
Chokes and layers this heart through the night.
Eternal springs of oppressive fear,
Stalks this heart’s living moments, always near.
Dark, inhumane outbursts of stress,
Blending perfectionism to the point of distress.
Abuse, it leaves its mark for so long:
For the whole life of this little heart’s song.
Synchronising, as the good heart does, entrainment,
Aligning with the rhythm of fear above.
Internalising this pattern so,
Emotional intelligence will surely grow.
Intelligence of abuse,
Affirmed through some denigrating excuse:
“To achieve ‘the best’ at your expense”.
Joining the Secret Army Of Oppressor Art,
We yell silently at this little heart:
“Work faster!
Strive long and hard, be the best!
Bring out the best for me, for me!”
Quietly this little heart dies with each stroke,
Effortlessly gliding from of our Oppressor throat.
Yet within we thoughtlessly grin,
‘Bring me more of that brand ag’in.’
Backstage inside an apparently gilded cage,
The masks are withdrawn, their faces so forlorn,
Souls lost, oppressed. We should mourn.! ?
Weary, tired, worn out distressed??
Feel the warm, sinister glove: of Oppressor love:
Undressed.
‘Anti-Slavery’
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